Rant.. again.

Yes, sorry for ranting. But I’m really tired, I need a break.

I hate leaving my room in a mess. Not to say I’m the most tidy person around, but seeing my things placed all over various parts of my room just makes me frustrated, but I’ll start tidying them halfway and I’ll have no energy to continue. Excuses, I know, but I really just don’t have the energy man.

Been dancing too much really, I have practice everyday! And I’m totally not sleeping enough 😦 I need to promise myself to hibernate this Saturday night.. Please please please Xian You please sleep ya?

Breathe.

I’m constantly on the move.

These past few weeks have been quite the hell to me.. After Sparkz it was Chingay, then it was DP, and then to a nonexistent recess week in which I learned that it’s never good to play too much when you know you have 230948029384 chapters to revise. And that led to one of the most disappointing midterm that I’ve ever taken.

Not to mention my major screwup through the recess week, and my inability to do anything about it.

Finally I get some time to breathe tonight, albeit a short one but I’m glad that I’m still alive. Nonstop dance practices leading up to Eusoff Fiesta and Dance Uncensored are really tiring, but I’m really enjoying them a lot – it’s really the only form of entertainment and hobby that I can spare time to do for now. Got a lot of work to catch up to, and I’m frankly quite worried about what’s gonna happen to my results this semester, but I know I have to carry on and bring this semester down.

Time to reward myself with a good, long sleep.