Ignorance.

I used to be very emotional, being unable to control most of my feelings and just letting them out.

I can’t say that I’m a lot better now, I still tend to get angry and/or ζ„Ÿζƒ…η”¨δΊ‹ sometimes, but I do know that through the one and a half years in Eusoff at least, I realised that I’ve began to become ignorant of certain things.

Like, I would have been really down a few years ago if I failed one of my exams. Now, I just go ‘oh’ and nothing happens. Same goes with a lot of things – like.. maybe realising sometimes that your friends are not what you think they are.

I don’t know whether it’s a good or bad thing, maybe if I reflect on it it’ll be okay, but I really find that I don’t care about these anymore. It’s.. just easier to ignore. And I guess that’s a form of escapism?

I really need to think, and think.

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Another one of the nights with a lot of thinking

Specifications for CS3217 final project has just been released – meaning that I need to start work on my iPad module again – meaning that my life has just turned into no life.

That being said, it was a really good break from programming, since submitting the final Problem Set at the last day of recess week, effectively giving me about 2 days to study for my two midterms on Monday and Tuesday.


That’ll probably be me last last Sunday.

I don’t know whether my iPad assignments are to blame for me epicly failing my Physics midterm (9/20); I guess I didn’t take the initiative to constantly revise Physics whenever I have free time (but then again, who wants to read their notes anytime anywhere?) or listen attentively in lecture. Physics is really a subject that requires lots and lots of practice, and grasping of concepts..

Let’s not talk about sad stuff roar. Last weekend was the first weekend of the semester that I am actually free of assignments (read: iPad) and am in hall. Really enjoyed myself with drinking with my close friends; although it was totally crappy, unproductive and pointless but that’s the point right? (lol pointless being a point) It’s really a good way to destress, I admit.
Long island tea – one that my brother made and I thought was not too bad

And did I mention my computer totally crashed? Had to reinstall the operating system and start everything from scratch again, including installing firefox office adobereader flash chrome messenger itunes and )*(#@$)(*@ that you can think of. Best of all, I need to rerate my 30gb iTunes library. Great..


I’m sorry, I really want to understand what all these are about, but I am totally lazy to find out

There’s a lot of music I’ve been listening to recently, including my rediscovery of how awesomely awesome Jay Chou is, and a variety of YouTube covers. Seriously, YouTube just has so many amazing singers.


Jack Bruene – Firework. Really cool.

And not to mention IT Fair is this week! My X-Mini speaker is spoiled just recently (god’s intention eh?) and thus I guess being the Razer fan I am, I’ll probably get myself a pair of Razer Ferox speakers.


AREN’T THEY COOL?

Reviews are not very positive on this one though.

And lastly (wow this is one of the longest I’ve written!), I’m thinking of getting a prosumer camera at the IT Fair. Will update soon!