Today is really incoherent.
Slept at 5 rushing assignment
Woke up at 11 to continue assignment despite the 1000 don’t-wants to wake up
Ate lunch at 1.40
Attended lecture from 2-4
Prof tells me physics is damn easy, I sigh
Did nothing when I come back
Went for dinner, food was lousy
Came back and listened to random songs on youtube
Went for dance, fucked up, damn tired
Rejected supper thinking there’s food from Chingay
There’s no food from Chingay
Slacking in room now, tired.
That being said, my brother’s lines to me keep coming back to haunt my mind – “If you didn’t sleep enough, and failed to dance well, you have failed as a dancer.” I really agree – sometimes I guess taking too many things (including academically) is bad for me to achieve stuff. I really didn’t do well at dance today, I know it, and I know that I have to buck up the next practice, ATTEMPT TO SLEEP MORE, and get damn well at the dance to apologize to myself. After all, all these screw up, no time to sleep, whatever are just excuses. It’s all in the mind.