Yet another night where I refuse to study just because I cannot control my mood to be in one that is productive.
A lot of things have happened recently – to be precise – auditions were held these 2 weeks, for both choir and dance.
And when it comes to the judging and selecting period, you feel stupid.
Who am I to judge people? I do not have any qualifications, nor any long-term (I’m referring to periods of like 3 years+) experience in both singing and dancing. Thus, who would believe that my judgment is right? What if I made a mistake, and did not see the good in someone’s singing/dancing?
I wonder if others think the same way..
I am scared. Scared of rejecting someone into the CCA purely because from the audition he/she didn’t perform well. Audition is one thing – there might be stress/scare factors, and we cannot expect everyone to perform well on their first trial. All the talk about potential, but it is in fact a discriminatory practice.
But there’s no choice – there has to be a standard right? Thus, the comm’s job is to be devils, and separate the line between good and bad.
And there’s the other thing about attitude – we judge people based on first impressions, and we don’t know whether that is a correct representation of the person’s character..